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UPDATE: I didn't like Heartache's design anymore. She looked too...OC worthy? And I think she didn't represent me as much, so I decided to change her again to fit myself better.
-She has a scar on her right hoof (got it at age of 10 when I tripped on the school playground and hurted my elbow so much it bled) and a scar on her left leg (from one time I shaved my legs and the rake cut more than it should and eh)
-She has whiteish-red sclera since she's almost always crying.
-She has dark circles under her eyes because she cries a lot,she's always stressed and she doesn't sleep. She's always up until she collapses.
-Her eyes are milky (represents the fact I'm blind enough not to notice I hurt others). She sees only blurry figures and the light hurts her.
-She suffers from horrible headaches. She also hears voices that tell her to do horrible things, but she tries a lot to never hear them.
-She has a back scar she always covers with a bandage, she got it when she lost her wings (it represents that I wish I could be a lot more free, but I can't because of this damn system).
-She has a scar on her leg she always covers with a bandage. It is always bleeding (it represents my traumas that come out when I'm depressed)
-She's always worrying about everything.
-She loathes children, specially babies. She hates when they cry or shout, and she hates that they seem to be scared whenever they see her.
-She has yellowish teeth because she never brushes them.
-She has an industrial tape that covers her mouth. This represents the fact I'm too shy and quiet, and that I don't like to talk that much not even with my own family.
-She has a black ribbon tied up to her neck to the point it almost asfixiates her. This doesn't only represent murning, but also the fact I have tried several times to commit suicide without any result.
-She has a bruise on her plot. It represents all the times ugly, nasty men have tried to rape me or have grabbed my ass without any consent.
 
Base by RibbetLion
Sicksona species by SecretMonsters
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batuhan2304 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Student
starlollipop,why changed for heartache?
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Starlollipop Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
because I fucking wanted to? And now that I remember...why did you lie to me? I asked SecretMonsters if we could do a happy version of our ponysonas and he said the happy version was our regular ponysona, not another version
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batuhan2304 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Student
yes i really know.
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Captor-Variety-Girl Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Starlollipop Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
wow, she looks awesome
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Captor-Variety-Girl Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks, hey maybe you can draw our sicksonas
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Starlollipop Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I will, when I have the motivation to draw something else
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Captor-Variety-Girl Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ok ^^
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piojote Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Professional General Artist
Luce muy interesante este personaje :)
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Starlollipop Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
gracias
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